Wednesday, May 29, 2013

falling apart

Hi all,

It been awhile since i last blogged.
feeling moody actually....

should have been better de .
but things went from good to bad to worse to bad to worst for me with him .
and we ended things ytd .
or to be exact the start of today .

didnt catch any sleep .
so i literally look like a walking zombie .

with puffy and swollen eyes with dark black eyes circles.
can't help it....

so much to be completed by this week .
so busy yet i can't get my thoughts out of it .

even though i knew somehow this is the outcome .
but....
i just dun understand why .

what went wrong ?
i guess from the others time its already obvious enough just that i chose to ignore .
those doubts i have .
i guess all were real issues .

maybe he just didnt love me at all...
sad part is....
you ask me to be with you...
said the sweetest things to me, giving me promises....
all end up to you starting to drift from me and treat me coldly...
promises made all were just empty promises...
efforts that you said you would put in.....
all went south and turn foul...

I let you in despite all the doubts that i have....
you ensured me time after time that those are not issues that cannort be resolved....
but now ?
where are we ?
what are we ?

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