Thursday, June 26, 2014

Days that pass so slowly

today is the 4th day not seeing you~
or i should say not having you by my side...

a small period of time to separate ourself from each other..
though not willingly but mandatory....

i would say...
this time given is a torture for me...
a time for me to think but also a time for me to think too much...

haha....
thousand of thoughts flow through my mind and i haven been sleeping well...

always falling asleep at while watching shows til late night...
physically tired but the mind just refuses to rest...
so this is how i have been falling asleep for the past few days...

but on this 4th day...
i stop checking if you were telling the truth or lying to me ...
i told myself if i cant bring myself to trust you....
then it would have meant i stop trying to make "US" work.

i am not ready to give up on this relationship yet...
til the day my heart is really broken to the extend of no turning then i'll give up...

so please note that i am still as fragile as the point of time you knew me...
i put myself out there willingly giving you my heart...
trusting that you will safe keep it and let no harm comes to it...


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