Sunday, July 26, 2015


I really dk what to do now.
this year.... its been bad things happening consecutively to me.

I have to say...
I am still lucky in some sense and super unlucky in all other sense.

But i am still trying to keep myself positive.
knowing that everything happen for some reason.
that reason just that i'm too blind to see or just plain dumb.

i guess more likely the second option than the first.
But still...

I am glad for those who stick around.
thank you.

Monday, July 20, 2015

5th week

5 weeks have gone~
I'm moving on... 

Hahaha ! 
Who am I trying to kid ? 
But still... Life is moving on ...
Not waiting for me . 
Time can't turn back . 
So I push myself forward 
Just because I know you are doing fine and well without me 

Selfishly I wish you were suffering as I am . 
But on the other hand, the thoughts hurt me unknowingly. 

I guess you are the one that got away huh . 
Fate ? 
It's just the trust is no longer the same . 
Everything was establish like so and so it had to have ended this way . 
Just that I was too blind to see it coming . 

Caught by surprise and realizing the pain is killing me . 

I have to live with it now . 
And hope the next one will mend this broken heart but to a whole 

Friday, June 12, 2015

Pulling through

Its been weeks since i last blog.
I am at my new work place again.
New work...
seems like nothing new huh ?

But i will stay through here longer than any place.
I have to! I will.
Because this is what i want.

its has been quite tiring physically.
I have yet to had a sunday off since i started working here.
But i dun feel sad about burning my weekend.
its just the physical strength that i have to put in.

But overall i love it.
Cause i have the baby girl in the clique with me.
Cheers to that!

Saturday, May 23, 2015


You told me I am the most important to you. 
But what is the point when you don't prioritize me ?

Seriously ?! 
A stupid poly friend that jio you out to drink is more important then me your girlfriend ?! 

I really dun understand why you would rather chose his companion over mine. 

Or maybe mark isn't even a he ? 
Why else would it be this way ? 
A guy cannot survive in a pub on his own and need you to be there for him ? 

When is that your problem ? 
And how is the fact that his friend is late and you have to be there with him when you should have already be on your way back to meet me ?

I seriously dun see the need for that ! 
What different perspective ?!  

Friday, April 24, 2015

Work is busy yet boring

So recently I have been busy rushing some work errands..
Finally the pain in my ass is no longer in the company. 
I guess only I am happy. 
Because I didn't inherit any of her job scope .
But my poor senior have to and she has been pretty annoyed by it.
Too bad she can't quit cause she has a bond with the company 

If not I will be the one crying now . 
And I have watched fast and furious for like 3 times now.
Still I teared at the end..

Just to sad to know that such an actor has pass on...
Hopefully they dun just stop here. 

Here is the song that is specially dedicated to Paul Walker 

Thursday, April 16, 2015

One last time at flyer

So I recently know that seafood paradise at flyer will be closing down lo. 

So my department decided to have a dinner there as so to celebrate ? 
Or I should say hold a farewell dinner for my ex-colleague. 

As most people know, I have allergies for various type of seafood. 
Nonetheless I enjoyed the dishes and the thick creamy sauce of the crab . 
And of course I have to try one of the very few type of seafood I can eat. 
Underneath it actually is a very huge and fresh oyster ! 
Gosh ! 
My personal opinion... It's the best oyster among all three seafood paradise outlet ! 
Should give it a try before they closes. 

There is still this cuttlefish kang kong that is out of my expectation 
If you look closely, the vegetable is actually fried in a tempura like way. 
And it taste just like it. 
Super crunchy and taste so awesome
If some of you dun like the taste of the vegetable, no worries cause it doesn't taste anything like vegetable .
The cuttlefish is crunchy but with a slightly jelly like feeling. 

Okay I am so bad at describing the taste ! But it's pretty not bad.
Last but not least ! 
Da bomb ! 
It may not look like much 
But this ball is actually a cheese stuffed cuttlefish paste ball wrap in bacon ! 
How awesome is that combination ! 
This meal cost quite an amount .
Cause if the crab that I can't eat. 
Others are still pretty affordable . 

So to recommend, go to singapore flyer and try it out~ 
You won't regret it. Oh and there is a nice scenery to it too. 

Wednesday, April 8, 2015

Not feeling well

So I have been feeling sick recently...
Dk what is wrong with me.. 

I wonder... 

But whatever... 
Let's go with some review on a recent movie I watch...

Late review actually.. 
I recently went to catch insurgent with my girl.. 
And guess what...
It's bored til the point whereby I almost fell asleep. 
Expectation to high due to the first movie...

So I was quite disappointed...
BUT !! 
The good thing is that we went to had dinner at parkway. 
And it's a super good ramen place...
I didn't take any picture... 
what a waste. 
But the food is super super yummy. 

Highly recommend ! 
It's call keisuke ! 
It's located at parkway mall and it's just right at the entrance to basement. 
Cozy and the ramen is delicious. 
But if you are like me, someone who doesn't prefer very salty food. 
I recommend you to chose light for the soup base. 
Oh and did I mention they have free flow hard boiled egg and bean sprouts. 

I am dying to go back and try it again . 
This time round I would like to have some sides too ! 

So til then . 
Loads of love from me 

Saturday, April 4, 2015

So difficult to maintain

So I have been dying red hair since last year's Cny... 
And honestly, it's just to difficult to maintain... 

I want to change my hair color. 
Since the color has faded yet again. 
But I was wondering brown or black ? 

If brown which shade ? 
HAIZ so difficult to make up my mind . 
Advice please ? 

Monday, March 30, 2015

Work is breaking me apart

This stress, this amount of workload...
It's pulling me down.. 

Smth is wrong with me...
Really smth is wrong...
I am feeling depressed over it. 
I can't explain why.

I hope everything will work out as time pass . 

Thursday, March 26, 2015

Moving on...

So I'm busy with work now...
Craving for a getaway . 
Hopefully soon ba .

So many things I want to buy...
Buy no time to go shop . 
Why is it that when we have the time we have not enough money .
But when we have enough money but no time to spent it...


I will start to blog more often ba. Even though I have said that like a million times .
But not doing it everytime . 

So now instead of procrastinating on everything i do .
I will start with blogging .

Then I can progress from there 

Let's start with some food review ba~
I recently went to this cafe ard my house area. 
It's called Togather Cafe
They are kind of famous for their specialty macha lava cake. 

Which is also what I was there to try. 
They have quite a variety of food choices . 
But I was too full to try any except for the cake. 

It's super yummy but a bit too sweet for my taste. 
Recommended to go try it out. 

It's locate at 84 Bedok north street 4 #01-25/27 singapore 460084

Oh and if you wondering.. 
It's pretty affordable 

Monday, March 23, 2015

Mr. Lee Kuan Yew is SINGAPORE

This morning a great man passed away.
his passing has brought such a huge impact on this red dot we call home.

He was the person who help built a better home for us Gen Y and forward.
Believing that it will and can be better, he strives hard.

With his hard work, he brought us up from a third world to being first world,

There may be voices of protest but we can never denied of what Mr. Lee has given to this country.

on his death bed and i quote
"What have I got? A successful Singapore. What have I given up? My Life."

He gave his life so that we could be enjoying what we have.
Without him we wont be complaining about bad transportation or a Singapore packed with foreigners.
We will be complaining about the lack of food, hygiene and quality of life and even the ability to survive if we did not have his contribution and effort for our little red dot.

Mr. Lee Kuan Yew,

                                 May you Rest In Peace.

                                                                         You will be remembered and missed dearly.

Tuesday, February 17, 2015

2015 CNY

Its going to be Chinese new year soon.
I finally bought all my new year clothes and a new pair of heels .

new start to the year getting older and growing wiser .
ridding the toxic in my life .
A life without drama is boring, but a life that is filled with problematic drama is tiring.

At some point in life, i realize that i have been holding on to the wrong things.
that is why i have been unhappy .
i always thought having a bit of drama will make my life less boring .
keep wanting to hold on to the life that i had .
cause it was more fun .
but i was horribly wrong .

it was the drama that makes me tired and unhappy .
now to think of having those burdensome drama rid out of me .
i actually felt relief.... sad.. but relief regardless .

i always hold people who i care too close to my heart .
so i always feel hurt when things went south...
but that's alright. the disappoint will fade...
the people will go away, while i move on straight...

i speak for myself, i try to live without fear .
i always knew what were the reasons behind each lost i had.
but this time round, i didn't.... the only time i felt that it wasn't me...
it just ideas in her own head....
and i do not need to bother anymore....

i will soon be free from loan and life will be smoother then it is now.
leading onward to a boring but nonetheless blissful life...
with the people that really dote on me...

Monday, February 2, 2015

Updating~ Monday very blue

It's a start of the new month~ shortest month ever~

First working day for feb~ 
Having serious Monday blues...

Reading and consolidating negatives feedback is so not healthy~ 
But I have to get it done... 
Can't be procrastinating over and over.. 

So many deadline to hit .
Work is work...
All I need is the resolution to all .

Jiayou to me and everyone else out there . 

Loads of love from me 

Tuesday, January 27, 2015

Bored out of my mind

I have been working and meeting up with the boy~ 

Where are my friends ?? 
Let's go out more often please~ 

Chinese New Year is coming~ 
Though I won't be receiving too many red packets but I still look forward for the holidays... 

Hopefully everyone can enjoy their Cny ! 

Loads of love from me ! 

Thursday, January 1, 2015

A post that should not be seen

I miss you but I cannot say .

I want that tight hug
I want to be back in your arms 

But i have to push you away 

Cause I cannot be a third party in your relationship 

Please please know that it's not easy for me to put you in the back of my mind 

I am 
I am so ready to jump back into your open arms 

But I cannot be there when you are not sure 

I love you 
I really still do 

Please set me free 
Set me free from this love that I have for you 

Be a jerk to me 
Be as bad to me as possible 

Cause the love that I still feel for you is consuming me