Thursday, March 31, 2016

Did I ever loved you?

I guess not... I thought I did
But as time pass, I realize I didn't love you....
You were just someone who could provide me a sense of securities and the reason why I didn't left you first when my ex wanted me back was because I felt guilt towards you. 

Cause you broke up with your gf so that we could be tgt . 

and I felt that I owe you that....
So I gave up the one I loved just to be with you....
Then you started your lies and cheats...
That was when I felt like the stability you provided me was shaking... 

Now to think back... 
I was heartbroken when you broke up with me... 
Cause I lost someone to rely and fall back on...
But it's okay now... 

Cause I don't feel anything towards you 

Cause I felt back the love that I never felt for you...

I feel sad that I have wasted 17 months with you... 
Could have done better with these time 

But what's past is past... 
Life will treat me better cause I deserve that 

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