Tuesday, November 21, 2017

Lost appetite ??

its been awhile right ?
Since we spend time apart...

I didn’t had any decent meal today...
only had the sandwich we bought last night...
That’s about the only solid food I had ba...
Drank a lot of water tho...

Do u think I will lose a few kg when u are back ?

I have always told this advice to many friends in trouble for their rs
And I would say
“Don’t rely fully on them, cause if one day if they leave u behind, you would lose everything including yourself.”

Words.... so easily spoken indeed...
When I am caught in my rs I asked myself the same question.
And the answer I had was far from my own advice.

I have relied on him fully...
I have so many lesson that I went through....
but why is it never learnt....
too stubborn?

I spoke to him ytd on our date out...
saying that his friend agree his love for me was far from what he had given to his ex.
Yes... we girls are just stupid and idiot that way.
We like to compare, only through comparison we see what we have and don’t have

And there was a slight change of attitude.
I think he understand that I am trying my best being understanding in all situation
And that even if he has fear being hurt so do I...

I love u yesterday...
I love u still...
Always have....
Always will

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