Friday, November 17, 2017

Mood seriously affected

I have no other place that i can vent out all my misery.

Cant really post it on any social media platform.
and now even telling friends i dk who i can tell to and who i can trust.

Feeling super lost.
Like the trust i have for you was so so much.
i can trust u in going out late drinking, going overseas with your bros and friends.

But now.....
i just dk how to....
this trust..... is it even broken i dk.
but i can only say i have doubts.
i cant bring myself to trust you fully.

can u teach me how ?

having to be at work now, tears running in my eyes and i am holding it back so strongly.
Cause i am at work.

wanting to get drunk and irresponsible.


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